So some weird stuff has been happening. everyone is sort of branching off to their own life. i mean, everyone is allowed to do that at some point, but it seems like everyone has a life except me. i know i have alot of friends and i love them, but i feel like they do stuff without me or dont hear me when i talk. i talked to a really good long time friend yesterdat about it and he said that it was my imagination basically and that only a few people are out of the circle now and that that makes it  seem like everyone's leaving. the situation is ironic. life is full of high high's and low low's. oh yea, why the heck do people try to play "matchmaker" when they dont even know the situation. it's like "do you know anything about what's going on?" "no" "okay well shut up bia!" dang. people need to mind their own business no matter how "cute" or clever they BELIEVE THAT THEY ARE. there is a christmas party on the 22nd. it will be fun! i have to find a gift for a secret santa trading party thing. today was sort of a bad day (i practically only write in this thing when it is) because i feel like i was invisible today and it was raining and my hair got all crazy. i know this seems shallow but it is a proven fact that when you have a bad hair day, you feel crummy all day! well i gtg. bye!
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